With heartache comes pain and with pain comes sadness. After bearing this pain through the many heart breaks and promises, over and over again, it teaches you to find the inner strength you struggled to find from a early age, the we were supposed to get to grips with from the beginning.
Protect Your Pack – my family is mine and mine to keep. Which of course includes the man I bring into my heart and into my life. Anyone who hurts them or threatens their happiness I will take out. No compassion and no fear because my family comes first no matter what.
Show No Fear – everything I have faced in my life has had its own element of fear and with every inch of my being and light of my soul had to face the fears that consumed me. The fear that allowed the darkness to enter. The fear, that fear, took over my will to carry on and through my belief and calling out to God saved me from the place I drowned in. I’m still consumed by the dark but have found a light that brings the balance and the hope, and together it helps face the fear of the unknown.
Respect The Elder – I am still part of the generation who has respect for my parents and elders which includes authority figures in the workplace and society. Yes my patience at times is tested and rules of morals are broken but the respect will always be there.
Howl To A New Tomorrow – with this comes faith, Hope and positive thinking. To close your eyes each night with the want for a fantastic tomorrow. I try and it’s hard sometime especially those Sunday nights lol, that bring on that daunting Monday. Listen, I even try change a Monday up by doing something out the ordinary you just to get me through it. We have to hope for new tomorrow it will bring new adventures and a new look on life and it’s what we need through our weakest times. Without it where does it leave us, no hope, no dream, no tomorrow.
Leave Your Mark – not done deliberately but I have only ever hoped I bring something to someone’s life. Obviously always wanting it to be good and in particular and something I seem to be very good at, is the gift to show even the coldest hearts love. So when our interlude has come to an end or even as we stay friends for life that something I have given, that feeling of warmth and fuzziness, the butterfly effect of love, can be taken into their next journey in life.
There are a few more attributes that the wolf’s guidance has given me these are just a few.
The Wolf is my spirit animal and rejoice in its nature to work through me in living, adapting and showing me who I am not this world and who I want to be for this world. In the end it’s me, sometimes difficult to understand and sometimes difficult to handle. It’s me and only I know how to be the best of me.
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