This piece has been in my drafts for a year now and decided to publish it, clearly at the time I was not playing well with others and wrote this.
Call me crazy, I will shake your hand and thank you…
Call me weird, I will invite you to a night of Clock Work Orange…
Call me dark or demented, I will let you visit my mind so you can see the demons play…
Call me a psychopath, I will greet you in Harley Quinn style “nice to meet ya”…
Call me twisted, I will invite you to ride the merry go round with me…
Call me whatever you want but I have been known to not react to being called Ice Queen, Heart of Stone, Fake, Heart Breaker, Liar, Unloyal, Heartless, Mentally Unstable, Trashy and a Tart. Oh, and I will introduce you to the people who made me this way.
The tears will dry and my heart will heal and for now I reserve the right to be one of the above at some point in my life when dealing with others. If you don’t like it or you feel I’m treating you in this manner, then you are obviously one of them and you’d better walk away.
Dealing with the devil and being played by the gamers can only show me how to play back and how to handle you. I have seen it all, heard all the lies and I decide when not to play.
There are the awesome others who have been through the same, hopefully not as many as me, lol. Your awesomeness will make you who you are and no one can take that from you.
Just be you, as I am being me…
XXX