What we take for granted.
The realisation while watching a silly advert on T.V., of a pregnant lady taking a bite of a cracker and she feels her baby move.
That feeling is something I will never experience.
My heart strings pull as I watch this scene and of course its not the first time I’ve been through it. Through the years I think I played the situation down, using the excuse I didn’t want children or I’m glad I never had. What else do you say ?
Funny how life is and just how much of a sense of humour you need to survive it. Even the most natural normal human expectation of life… and I never got the chance. I will never feel that expectation of expecting, what mother’s to be suffer through and complain about will be something I only wish for. The unforgettable labour pains, sleepless nights, baby weight, no more freedom and the cost of having a child, I will never experience that… in the end I hear the same comment… its all worth it!
I will never know will I…
Still in hope of a dream…
I’m just saying